Countdown.

You know, when I look at the result sheets, it is usually with more apathy than excitement, pride, or guilt.

When I do well, I just give a shrug and continue on with my business.

But more often than not, I do not do too well. Gone are the days where my name sits somewhere near the top of the list. Nowadays, it always lurks at the tail-end of the list.

However, I always take heart from the fact that I know I am nowhere near doing my best yet. I am capable of more and I can do better. A lot better.

But that's not where the problem lies, is it?

The problem is:

Can I actually bring myself to do my best?

35 days. Wake up.