To be honest.

There's no point if there's no joy.

I once knew of a boy who smiled a lot. But no matter how much he smiled. You just somewhat sensed that there was a melancholic meaning hiding behind those pearly white teeth.

So why does he smile?

I know not. Perhaps it was to not worry the people he cared for. Perhaps it was to convince himself that he has not been brought down. Perhaps it is to convince himself that he actually is happy. Maybe he just wants to smile.

But in the end. It is but a pointless facade.

But whatever it is.

I'm not going back to being that weak-willed, helpless little boy again.

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some stupid emo post on some stupid emo forum i saw.

Can tell me why people so emo these days ah? Very fun meh. -.-

'I want to cut myself. This life has no meaning. I don't need anything else now.'

Please do if you so desire to waste your life.

At least this guy wants to change! :D

Love letter to Miss Sunshine.

Dear brilliant Sunshine,

I've seen you grow up since I was born. You used to be so gentle... You gently carressed my skin and brought warmth to my life. You brought light to my eyes and I spent many countless days staring at your brilliance.

You were like this:

But now... You're like...

This... >(

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Lately the weather's been like a frying pan.

How I wish I have a flying fan.

If this goes on, I'm gonna have a tan.

But it's alright. I am a man!

Why is the weather so panas baran lately?

If only it can eat a chill pill and feel the ice cold of the air cond.

Then it will calm down and sits down and go 'PHEW I SHOULDN'T HAS ACTS SO BRASHLY!'.

If I ken has you, I no want nopati else bebeh.

Yala, bodoh Matahari. I wish you burn yourself out and perish soon! Oh wait. You ARE doing that.

Dang, I will miss you Mentari-sama. Please don't go away, you used to treat me so sweet, now you treat me so sour! Just give me one more chance! But please be more shy and hide behind the clouds more ah, I no want to see you so much. EHEHEHEhEhEHeZxx ^^V

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In short, why is the weather so calamitously hot lately? 

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Elsewhere, I've made some friends, I must say. 

And we played futsal yesterday, under the burning hot shades of gold that you exude.

Which brings me back to the crux of the letter.

CHILL LA WEI, VERY HOT LAHHH!

Sincerely,

Your loving, ever-so macho uncle,

Sally.

Smells Like Teen Spirit.

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Just kinda browsing through my old pictures. :D

Fun times, fun times!

And more to come, surely?

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Explode and burst forth!
Jump and be morphed!

No time to waste!

It is a race!

Bring on your zeal!

Show us some steel!

Don't hide your face!

Just feel the taste!

Ribbit!

It's the teen spirit!

Is this as far as I get?

Feel it!

The teen spirit!

No, Dad! Please don't regret!

Banana split!

It smells like teen spirit!

Just reset and get set!

Sprint off the line!

You little porcupine!

(No this is not the lyrics of the song. Just me blabbering around. lol!)

Hello.

I know I don't belong here and I'm not supposed to be here.

But I like being here and I'll stay here and enjoy my time until I'm found out. And then I'll leave.

Victoria Concordia Crescit

'WHO ARE YOU KIDDING? 

WE ARE TOP OF THE LEAGUE!'

Where is the Love, Arsenal version. :D