Here I lay, dejected.
Hahaha. I'm not quite sure what I'm doing here.
It's just a rant probably. All these "inner turmoil" surrounding me.
I shouldn't really be thinking of such things, especially when I have better things to do.... *exams.*
It just seems that.... All my life I've been playing second fiddle in everything, or more like, things I bear interest in.
Never good enough.
Just average in everything.
And it doesn't help that I'm as lazy as a student can get.
Mmmmh, liqi this is a bad time for your self esteem to drop here. Brush those thoughts away!
Yeah, I'll try.
Regrettably, some nasty thoughts have been building up in my mind. I am getting too cautious and sensitive for my own good sometimes. This is badddddd..... *slaps wrist*
I guess it's not good to be thinking this much, since I usually tell my friends not to be too paranoid about things like this when they're down.
Shall reflect a little in my dreams.