Thursday, May 22, 2008


Here I lay, dejected.

Hahaha. I'm not quite sure what I'm doing here.

It's just a rant probably. All these "inner turmoil" surrounding me.

I shouldn't really be thinking of such things, especially when I have better things to do.... *exams.*

It just seems that.... All my life I've been playing second fiddle in everything, or more like, things I bear interest in.

Never good enough.

Never outstanding.

Just average in everything.

And it doesn't help that I'm as lazy as a student can get.

Mmmmh, liqi this is a bad time for your self esteem to drop here. Brush those thoughts away!

Yeah, I'll try.

Regrettably, some nasty thoughts have been building up in my mind. I am getting too cautious and sensitive for my own good sometimes. This is badddddd..... *slaps wrist*

I guess it's not good to be thinking this much, since I usually tell my friends not to be too paranoid about things like this when they're down.


Shall reflect a little in my dreams.

Live life.

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