Friday, October 31, 2008


Would it be better...

To be right for the wrong reasons,


Wrong for the right reasons?

Waiwai style question lol.

Today, regardless of reason, I was damn dead for history. =="

Anyways today I noticed one thing. Kay maybe not today. It's been a while.

Nevertheless, it seems like a crazy wind of fashion has blown into SMKBUD(4)!


How I wish I could wear a slipper too.

Nowadays, everywhere I go in school, there's bound to be students wearing slippers. Seems like the hippest thing in town now.

Now I seriously do not believe that suddenly everybody's legs/toes have blisters or cramps or bruises or whatever you come up with.

It has never happened before, I don't see why it happens now.

So, we know. Heh.

Thursday, October 30, 2008



For those that entered the blog during the "white-bg era", this is the original look.



What a saddening day.

I woke up at 4, wanting to catch an entertaining match.

I got what I wanted.

Arsenal and Tottenham played out an extremely bullet-paced game which kept me on the edge of my seats.

If you've known me well enough, you'll know that I'm an avid supporter of the red half of North London.

HOWEVER, before I could feast my eyes on the brilliant game.

Astro had a different idea.

First, the whole network found a need to showcase a black screen in order to attract more customers.

It lasted for about 20 minutes.

By that time, Tottenham was 1-0 up, and I got wind that it was scored by Bentley from almost 40 yards out --- Sick.

Yeah but the spoils soon came for us as Arsenal mounted their pressure, and led by 3 goals to 1.

Soon Alumunia turned gay and fumbled a ball, took 438127498127 seconds to get up, but Darren Bent took only 438127498126 seconds to reach there, scoring a goal.

I feared for the worst.

I thought the day was settled when Van Persie scored the fourth.

LEADING 4-2 AT 89 minutes, Arsenal miraculously conceded TWO GOALS in the space of FIVE MINUTES.

Full time. 4-4.


There is certainly no excuse for a supposedly world-class team to let in 2 goals in the FINAL FIVE MINUTES.


But I have since gotten over it after thrashing Tottenham 5-0, 4-0, and 6-3, in 3 FIFA 09 matches. Pfft.


In school. BM paper killed.

Total geegee. I couldn't finish and answered some wrongly. But I think (hope) my score will still be respectable.

In the evening.


Yeah so talked abit.

And bla bla. then bla bla. yeah yeah boring day. History tomorrow.................

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Losing it.

Dear Yi Wing,

I'm afraid that my heart might not take it if what I suspect turns out to be true.

Let go?

How do you let go of something you've never owned to begin with.

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Prettiest Girl in the Whole World.

I know the prettiest girl in the whole world. And she asked me to ACCEPT!

I wonder what?

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Love. Vows. Family. Affairs. Treachery. Lies. Bonds.

This is one extremely long post. Looking at the picture, you might think, 'meh it's just a boring review of a show.'

I think. It's worth every single nanosecond spent.

Moonlight Resonance.

Words can't describe what I feel about this show.

Never have I ever been impacted this much by a single series.

Until now, the "atmosphere" (lack of a better word) still lingers in my heart.

I have always boasted about being a guy who hardly ever cries. But, watching this show, I cried at least twice in the last three days.

Each day I watched til morning. Even forgoing playing games.

Several times, I was angered. I punched tables.

Several times, I cried. Touched.

Many times, I felt like I wanted to just rush to my mother's arms and hug her, and tell her how much I love her.

Many times, I despaired. Why isn't my family as tightly knitted?

I was envious.

Siblings The entire family playing around together, caring for each other, running around searching for each other, helping one another, comforting one another... The list goes on...

I admit, I've never felt my family bonds were very strong. Deep in my heart, I've always been longing for sisters/brothers closer to my age, or even younger ones, perhaps I was even searching for that in friends. But I pondered while studying, was that really the matter?

I pondered, and pondered. I knew I could not study that evening. Not a chance. I was too distracted. I took out my phone. I sent a message to my mum.


I sat there, staring at my book as my mind flew elsewhere, while my friends around me were studying in that awkward silence.

Honestly, it flew across my mind at times...

This silence... It was too scary... I thought for a moment I was sitting around strangers.

Images from the show flickered in my thoughts.

How... Stark......

Our lives... Isn't it... Ordinary? I understand, it's a TV show. But... Is reality really so much a big difference? I'm unwilling to believe that.

My childhood.... I hardly have any recollection about my siblings about them back then... When I was small, I was too small to understand. And when I was older, they were already far ahead. Very far ahead. I was left in the shadows again... The three of them studied in the same school, I wonder how it felt?

As I ventured further down Ponderland, I asked myself more questions, questions that I wasn't sure how to answer myself.







Can I?


Prior to writing this paragraph, my mum walked down the stairs and sat on the couch.

I looked her way, gazing at her back.

Something told me I should go to her side and hug her.

I did just that. And kissed her on the forehead.

I said "I love you."

And it struck me.

This must have been the first time I have ever said those 3 words verbally for the past 3 or so years.

However hard I recall, I can't remember a time where I said that to her face during my secondary school years.

I cried once again, in my mother's arms.

When I walked down the stairs after bathing. I saw my mum looking at her phone. She was trying to reply my message in chinese but did not know how to operate it.

I told her she could just tell me, but she insisted on sending a message. With a little help from me. She managed to.


You might think I'm a little retarded, helping my mum send a message to myself? Hahaha.

She then urged me to send a message to my dad as well. Hahaha honestly, I was closer to my mum than my dad. If I haven't told my mum that I love her for 3 years now, how long has it been for my dad?

'i love you too son'

Tears welled up again as my mum stood beside me. She read this very post in it's pre-published form and told me how she was reminded about herself and her father.

She continued telling me how she wasn't particularly close with grandpa and how she regrets not being able to accompany him in his final hours... And only managed to plant a kiss on his forehead overdue.

Speaking on, she started sobbing herself.

Soon, my sister saw us. She too read my unborn blog post.

Talking and talking. We ended up laying on our mum's chest sobbing.

Let's make up for lost time. It's not too late yet.



-Parents and their children, considered as a group, whether dwelling together or not.

This show made me break my blogging hiatus.

That alone speaks how highly I rate this.

It surely has changed my life for the better, I hope it does for you too.


Treasure what's before you.
Love your family and friends.
Trust them.
Care for them.
Help them.
Let them help you.
Love them.

Never lie.
Never steal.
Never betray.
Never fabricate.
Never destroy.
Never take what's not yours.
NEVER play with feelings.
NEVER fiddle with emotions and trust.
NEVER hurt your loved ones.

Above all else...

Before it's to late.

Let them know,

You love them.

For time consumes all.

My family and friends,

Sorry for my wrongdoings.
Thank you for being there for me.
I love you all.

If you've spent time reading these emotions poured out from my heart.

Why not hug your family and tell them 'I love you' today?

I did it. Your turn?