Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Thursday, October 7, 2010
Friday, July 23, 2010
A Little More than I can, a Little More than I can have.
'Hey, maybe it's a Problem with Myself! Let's try to Change That!'
It lies Deeper, Darker than where I can Peer.
With more Danger, Despair than I can Bear.
With Doubt, that I can last another Bout.
Ergo, I will not Stop:
And Cull my Weak.
Saturday, July 17, 2010
Monday, July 12, 2010
'Grown numb then grown wont... I swore I'd never return to this place where your tombstone lay. On it the epitaph that I carved and never want to read. Maybe... Maybe! I'm really just a little mad! ... And a little sad... But I'm glad! I think... Or am I, really?'
'Haha yes you are, you are, you really are! You really really really really are! ... You are.'
'I'll never re-enter this maw 'til You grow stronger. I promise.'
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Winry: Come on, just tell me straight!
Edward: IT'S EQUIVALENT EXCHANGE! I'LL GIVE YOU HALF MY LIFE, SO GIVE ME HALF OF YOURS!
Winry: You idiot... You want half of it? I'll give you all of it...
Winry: Wait, maybe not all, 90%! Wait that's still a lot... Maybe 80%, no 70%... Wait 70% is too little, maybe 85%...?
Cutest confession and reaction I've read, I swear!
A lesson without pain if meaningless.
That's because you cannot gain something without sacrificing something else in return.
But, once you've withstood the pain and overcome it.
You will gain a heart that's stronger than any other.
Yes, a Fullmetal heart.
Saturday, July 3, 2010
Wednesday, June 30, 2010
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
'Wah, you suddenly have growth spurt for hair is it? Leg hair more apparent liau.'
'Hmmm, it's not something I fancy.'
'Well, at least nobody will call you hairless anymore hahaha!'
'Hahaha you know when the girls call me hairless, I always feel that they say so with a tinge of jealousy.'
'Hahaha! Maybe, maybe!'
'Must be working out la, testosterone level increased, then grow more hair.'
'Hmmm, I don't seem to have much hair yet...'
'... You girl-man.'
'I sense a tinge of jealousy!'
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Today, while swimming, Ashley suddenly popped a question out of nowhere.
'Are you scared of me?' - Ashley.
I burst out laughing immediately.
According to Jun, Jou and Ash, I portray a nerd really really well.
'BUTT ON CHAIR IS LIKE HEAVEN ON EARTH!'
'HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN DENIED SHOPPING!'
'When you take ideas from one person, that's plagiarism. But when you take ideas from many people, it's research!' - Miss Jess
'If you keep turning the key of your car to start the engine, slowly the battery will start to overheat and might explode. Very dangerous. But sometimes you turn the key, turn turn turn, then the battery, gone liau, no more. Then very safe already. You can keep turning until you are satisfied. Won't explode one.' - Mr Hoo
'You can draw me by drawing one small circle, one normal circle, and one big circle, then attach four limbs and that's me la!' - Miss Chin making fun of herself. xD
Monday, June 21, 2010
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
However, turns out, that man himself was very much aware of your back-pedalling and could have easily alerted you well beforehand, instead he continued and knocked into you as you backed into him, and thus dropped the object.
So actually, it's not really your fault after all.
Should you still have to pay for the object, plainly because you promised, even after you find out it's not your fault at all?
LET'S SAY, I promise to help deliver a package for someone, oblivious to it's contents.
And then, I find out that it's drugs that is being smuggled.
Do I comply and still deliver it simply because I promised?
LET'S SAY, you and I are strangers, seeing from afar, I see that you're about my height. I made a bet with you in which I promise to pay you a certain amount of money if you're taller than me. You agreed. We walk towards each other.
Turns out, you're taller than me.
HOWEVER, you were wearing stilts.
So you really aren't taller than me. No, you're shorter.
I still have to pay because I promised?
LET'S SAY, I promise, I will seek retribution from a certain man for the murder of someone I know.
Turns out, he is innocent.
I still kill him, because I promised, right? By the logic of 'keeping your promises'?
Basically, LET'S SAY:
1) You promise in the state of oblivion.
2) You find out the truth.
3) Do you still have to keep your promise?
Wait, let's put that in perspective once more,
LET'S SAY, you promised to get something done.
Turns out, what you have to do isn't a good deed at all.
I promised you, must I follow suit?
LET'S SAY, I thought I was wrong. I promised to make amends.
Turns out, I was not wrong, YOU were wrong.
But I promised to make amends, so I must keep my promise?
LET'S SAY, I promise, I will massacre the whole of a certain neighbourhood, on the basis that they have contracted an incurable disease that will only spread and cause a pandemic that nobody can escape from.
Turns out, they are healthy and fit as a fiddle.
But I still go on a mass genocide, simply because I promised, even if the basis is no longer true?
'Money is not the problem.' Oh really? Then why are you still seeking compensation, Mr. Hypocrite?
And I thought adults were supposedly much too mature for these games.
I'll keep my end of the bargain, but hey, that's only if Truth keeps its end of the bargain.
Monday, May 31, 2010
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Friday, May 7, 2010
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Well, looks like I won't be getting 500 Days of Summer in the end.
WHAT'S UP!? I FLUSHED THE TOILET TWICE TODAY! YOU?
But hopefully I'll get another movie that's just as great, if not better next time! : )
GOODBYEEE! SEE YOU ANOTHER DAY!'
Is really not what my blog is about lol.
Nowadays I just blog to note how much I've grown.
And if I'm lucky, inspire somebody!
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Friday, April 30, 2010
Thursday, April 29, 2010
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Friday, March 5, 2010
Thursday, March 4, 2010
Sunday, February 28, 2010
Monday, February 22, 2010
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
IT'S ALL LIES! ZERO TRUTH IN IT! IF IT WAS A PHYSICS EXPERIMENT, THE TRUTH VALUE OF THIS IS PROBABLY 100±100. THAT'S RIGHT. THE UNCERTAINTY PERCENTAGE IS 100%!
Monday, February 8, 2010
Friday, February 5, 2010
Thursday, February 4, 2010
He was donning a United jersey.
Monday, February 1, 2010
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Explode and burst forth!
Jump and be morphed!
Bring on your zeal!
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Quickly, before your life is spent!
Where have thee courage went?
Let not your will be bent!
Ignore the temptations the Devil has sent!
Do not relent!
Do not lament!
Do not assent!
Do not be dent!
Sometimes I want to explode.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Shadows race through the woods.
Leaves rustle under the moonlight.
Fates unwind and intertwine.
‘Jake, come on! Get up and get moving, don’t sleep down there!’
‘You go on! Leave me behind, I can’t make it, I’ll only be a burden.’
‘You’re nobody’s burden, you’ve been great all this while, now get up!’
‘No, please leave me behind! I’m useless now.’
‘Shut up, no way we’re doing that!’
‘No Zack, really, please lea-‘
‘SHUT UP AND LISTEN!’
A rare moment of silence.
‘Look, nobody, nobody! Nobody can say they haven’t been proud of you so far. You have been nothing short of a revelation. You were the one that saved us. You were the one that got us through that shithole there. You were the one that came up with the plan! It worked, and we’re alive. Now don’t give up just like that! If you’re a real man, get back on your feet!’
‘But I really believe I'll only be a bur-‘
‘No buts! Just shut up and listen to me. Don't believe in yourself! Believe in me who believes in you! You’re not useless, no, not at all! Not even in this state! Now get going, we really don’t have much time.’
Jake takes Zack’s outstretched hand and together with Belle, they sprint through the woods as quickly as they could.
‘Any sign of them?’
‘Zack, I think we’ve lost those mercenaries.’
Forests are really cold at night. Cold like ice.
On that night, the insignificant, inglorious flame of the campfire was the only source of warmth in that muddy, unsightly marsh which was in no way mellow at all.
‘Feeling better yet?’
‘A lot better, thanks to Zack!’
‘Yeah, he’s really great isn’t he?’
Jake scans Belle’s (who was grimacing in pain) face and he notices that she wants to say something but is hesitant.
‘You like him, don’t you?’
‘I can tell!’
“Haha it’s alright, I won’t scream it out loud!’
‘I’ll tell you something about him!’
‘I’m all ears!’
‘Me and him, we’re brothers! Well we’re not blood related, but it’s as close as it gets. We’re both orphans, you know. Our parents died in an earthquake when we were little and we met soon after at the orphanage. He was the crazy loudmouth who never knew how to keep quiet and I admired him for his tenacity and willpower. The two of us and our friends always got bullied by the bigger boys but he always stood up for us. Even though we never won and got beaten up all the time, he still would stand up in front of them if they come, telling us, ‘Believe in yourselves!’ and ‘Don’t give in to them!’ And those soon became his signature phrase.
There was once when we got trapped under the debris during an earthquake. We thought we would be dead for sure, but Zack didn’t give up. He just kept smiling and laughing, yelling at us, ‘Come on guys, this is nothing, we can get out of this mess! Believe in yourselves!’, ‘It’s just rocks boys! You’re gonna let rocks beat you?’, ‘This is stupid, they thought this would stop us?’, ‘Ah, a new game from the Gods, I like it!’ He always laughed off all his problems. Honestly, if it weren’t for him, perhaps I would have given up and died in that pile of rubble. But thanks to him, I didn’t, I felt that I couldn’t complain if he put it that way, and I persisted. We persevered and we soon got out of the mess, alive and well.
I always needed to rely on him… And this time too. I’m really pathetic eh?’
‘No you’re not!’
‘He… Makes the impossible possible. He makes things happen.
He’s… The best big brother I’ll ever have…
‘Hey I think I’ll go get some rest now.’
Belle treads carefully on the muddy forest floor, trying to not wake Zack up. She finally gets to the tree that Zack was leaning against, but unfortunately, being the utter klutz that she is to increase her kawaii rating, she couldn't help but spoil the moment by stepping on a twig.
‘Oh, Belle, not resting yet?’
‘Sorry, I woke you up!’
‘It’s fine! Is something up?’
‘Oh no- No, nothing! Jake just told me about your childhood just now!’
‘Jake did? Hahaha, well what’d he tell you?’
‘About the orphanage. And the earthquake!’
‘Oh, he sure likes to boast!’
‘Hahaha, I’ve never people this, but the kids never really got along with me you know? They thought I was a noisy eyesore, that I’m cocky and that I’m arrogant. Well, maybe I am, but that’s not the point. The point is, they disliked me! And so I thought that if I stood up for them, and got beaten up for them, they might like me a little more. It didn’t work. They’d just leave me be and let the older boys beat me. But Jake, that popular kid, he would fight with me, and so I fought for him.
I wasn’t the only one though. He got along really well with the rest of the kids, and they couldn’t bear seeing him get beaten. And everything started from there. Even after being bruised and battered, we little boys could still find joy and laugh at what happened then, and all of us became close friends soon after.
And that’s the true story of the orphanage.’
‘The earthquake! It was terrifying. I have never been more afraid and death had never been more real. All I could do to prevent myself from breaking down was to laugh at the very source of the terror, hoping that it would suppress my fears.
I put on a brave front and pretended to not be intimidated. But that was all I could do. It was Jake again, who got me out of trouble. Silently, using some tools we found, he just kept pressing on without complaining, breaking away boulder and rock after boulder and rock. His silent determination inspired us, and we never gave up until the end. And, we got out of that mess, alive and well.
So you see, I’ve always relied on him when trouble came calling.
I was so glad that I could help him escape this time.
He’s… The best little brother I’ll ever have.’
‘Is something wrong?’
‘No, but he said he was the one that always relied on you!’
‘Gah, that liar! I was the one that always relied on his abilities. All I ever did was be a cheerleader and go ‘Believe in yourself!’ All I ever did was trust in him. He was the one that made the invisible visible and the unseen seen. He made things happen.’
‘Heh, you two really are brothers! You say the same things!’
‘Huh? I can’t imagine him saying ‘Believe in yourself!’ in a girly voice, Cheerleader style!’
‘Mmmmm, who knows! He could have!’
‘HE REALLY DID THAT?’
‘No I’m not telling you!’
‘I’m not letting you get away! Tell me!’
‘AHA! You’re cornered now!’
‘Oh nooooo, I’m so afraid! What are you gonna do to me!?!?’
‘I’m not letting you go!’
‘Oh pleaseeee don’t do that to me! Will you kindly let me go if I give you a kiss!?’
‘When the war ends, I’ll repay that to you ten times.’
I can’t wait for the war to end then!’
‘You know, I’m really surprised!’
‘I always thought you liked Jake!’
‘How about that time at the barn where you two were gazing at the stars on the roof!’
‘That was nothing! We were just chatting!’
‘AH, and the time where you made coffee for him but not for me!’
‘That was just to tease you!’
‘Ohhhh, is that so? I’m going to tell Jake about your adoration for him tomorrow morning!’
‘Boo booooo! You cannot catch me! You cannot- OWW THAT HURT!’
‘Serves you right! Don’t play with these things!’
‘Hey look, it’s sunrise!’
‘Wow, it’s beautiful, ain’t it?’
‘Yeah, let’s go wake Jake up! It’s too good to miss!’
Influences: Kamina, Simon, Yoko - TTGL.
I got carried away with the last part. Had to end somehow though.
Sorry the narrating was a bit quack. HAHAHAHAH!
Sometimes, when you lose a little faith in yourself, how about you believe those who believe in you a little more?
Tolerate my horrible attempt at romance writing, but I thought the rest were quite alright. HEHEHE.
Trivia! When you join Jake and Zack, you get Jack!
Monday, January 11, 2010
And the facilities are really top notch.
Well got home at 6 today. I'm really spent. But today was quite a lot of fun.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
Having just about finished carving words into the epitaph of 2009, I just can't help buy ponder, what would 2010 bring about?
- Smile more.
- Sleep more.
- Sleep earlier.
- Use the computer less.
- Be nicer to people around me.
- Treat people rightly despite whatever aura they may exude and whatever my first impression about them is.
- Be more hardworking.
- Improve relationships.
- Give as good as I get.
- Make others smile more.