Chapter IX

College started today.

I'm studying A-Levels at Tunku Abdul Rahman College for those who are interested.

It's. Hu. Ge.

It's huge.

The compound, I meant.

It's 10 or more times larger than my secondary school.

And the facilities are really top notch. 

(You know I kinda ponder how hostel life would be like because it seems really cool.)

Well got home at 6 today. I'm really spent. But today was quite a lot of fun.

Hope that will continue!

Good night.

Awaiting the day the Robin sings once more.

A new year arrives. 

Unfinished stories will continue and new prologues will sound.

Having just about finished carving words into the epitaph of 2009, I just can't help buy ponder, what would 2010 bring about?

As per the usual protocol, here's a new year's resolution list.

1. Smile more.
2. Sleep more.
   
3. Sleep earlier.
4. Use the computer less.
5. Be nicer to people around me.
6. Treat people rightly despite whatever aura they may exude and whatever my first impression about them is.
7. Be more hardworking.
8. Improve relationships.
9. Give as good as I get.
10. Make others smile more.
    

2010, bring it on!

It's just the beginning but I think I've already found the Quote of the Year:

Jinwai: EH HUAJIE I THINK YOUR DICK IS ON MY DICK!

Better but still bad.

I inadvertently feel stupid and silly sometimes.

It's quite fun though. HEHEHEHEHE.

Oh and happy new year people! :D

I'll be the flint for Your fire.

'If that's the real world, I wish I'll remain disillusioned and oblivious, holed up in my little comfortable shell. After all, ignorance is bliss.'

Is what the me of ages old would have said.

But right now?

If that's the real world, then I'll be a trailblazer. 

I'll immolate everything I come into contact with, 

burning everything in my wake into cinders. 

With a pure flame, I'll reignite every dying ember. 

And from the ashes,  I'll scorch the world anew. 

... I'll sear away every deadwood in that fiery conflagration.

It's not arrogance.

It's ambition.

It's my ardor.

My dogma.

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... Wow that was hot.

A never felt freedom.

Twinkle bell, twinkle bell, twinkle all the way~~ -

- Wait something doesn't sound right.

Tinkerbell, tinkerbell, tinker all the way~~!

Christmas is coming! Should I go for caroling? =\

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Chinese is tomorrow, when the paper ends, should I rejoice and shout? 

No. I think not. I have hardly put in the effort required to be worthy of a celebration. 

It's a perpetual cycle of thinking "I'll give it my all when it counts" and "Well, it's no big deal anyway, I'll do better when required." And as the cycle goes on and on, we only hold our ownselves prisoners of complacency.

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Preference.

Sometimes we don't really start out with a preference. But sometimes, when others suggest we do have a preference, we deceive ourselves into thinking we really have that preference. We become overtly aware of the said 'preferable traits' and end up thinking we really prefer them. We go on thinking with that preference and inadvertedly prefer the said characteristics. But some time on, the interest gradually withers. Slowly, surely. We finally realise, 'Hey not really, I do like other things in equal measure as well!'

And really? Some people just simply cannot live without preference.

Some people, they just feel more comfortable knowing they prefer something over another.